Tetrafusion > Altered State Monologue

Tetrafusion

Monologue



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What have I done?
I stand here holding a gun
I am confused, bemused and
wanting to understand who I am

I just, just gotta know
what's going on inside my mind
I just, just gotta know
what is behind, behind these eyes?

Who is this at my feet?
Where am I? No retreat
Find myself incomplete
drenched in cold, cold sweat
She is gone, all is lost
one mistake, what great cost
Who did this? They will pay
I will avenge you!

I just, just gotta know
what's going on inside my mind
I just, just gotta know
what is behind, behind these eyes?

Who, who would take from me
my deepest breath
take the life out of her flesh?
He will taste this pain
these bitter tears
Behind these shattered eyes
I only fear he runs from himself
Faces of time are shattered on the floor
the smoke is clearing
As I look in this broken mirror
the divisions are clear
Could this be - all of this born of me?
Ripped apart!

Nothing to gain, nothing to lose
(Nothing is left but empty remains.)
Her crimson dress
scarlet canvas of your darkest fury
(What could have been will never be.)
You can't pretend
that you're innocent any longer
(What could have been will never be.)
You know the truth
on the edges of your mind
(It was always me! What have I done?)
The actions that unite us cannot be undone