Lyrics

Never have to ask me more than once
I'm full time by choice
I have not slept through the oppurtunities you've missed
Sometimes I'm feelin' fine, but
All in a moment's time

It all changes and I long for better days
Then then I'll wait more time
For someone to cheer me up
You tell me I'm not enough
Well, what's new?

I guess I don't understand
Maybe that's god's plan
Because you won't accept me
For the way that I am
And I scream
I, I don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)
I, I don't wanna be here
With you

So now that I've been too honest
Do you wanna talk about us?
I say we stick to a plan
'cause I'm tired of being inconsistent
You can stop lookin' at me that way
I'm pretty happy alone anyway
I don't need you to justify my life
And why I'm livin'

Next time I scream in the mirror
At least I'll see things clearer
I can only blame one person
For the mess that's been made
I will stand tall and through it all
I won't be too afraid to fall
And I'll try to leae you a glimmer
Of the hope that I'm feelin'
'cause

I, I don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)
I, I don't wanna be here
With you
Next time I scream in the mirror
I hope I'll see things clearer
It's time for me to enjoy
These things I have worked so hard for
Sorry, I'm on my way
I can't live this another day
I won't stop. my words, they came along
And linger in me
I, I don't wanna be here (don't wanna be here)
I, I don't wanna be here