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Convictions

Clouded Mind



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Fear consumes me
Tired eyes and sweaty palms
The clamor fills the room
But apprehension fills my mind

Anxiety strikes. it defines me. it rewinds me
It reminds me
Anxiety strikes. tunnel vision
I panic save me from this place
Save me

"what the hell is wrong with me? "
Save me
All these thoughts won't let me breathe

This is the antidote to everything I know
When my nerves are failing me
And my pulse starts to slow

This is the key that keeps my emotions from me

I take a pill each day
To keep my demons away

Oh, it strikes again
Fight or flight I can't make up my own mind
So tell me where is god in this?
I need a substance to sooth my soul
Lord, have you neglected me?
I can't keep my thoughts under control

Save me, save me
Before it's all too late. rain on me

This is the antidote to everything I know
When my nerves are failing me
And my pulse starts to slow

This is the key that keeps my emotions from me

I take a pill each day
To keep my demons away

Let your grace rain down
Let your grace rain down on me
Hold me close before I let go
I have never felt this low
Let your grace rain down
Let your grace rain down on me
Let you alone be enough for me
Enough for me

I'm praying for a place where you take my pain away
I can't think clearly
Lord, did you hear me
Because my head is in the clouds?
All I see is darkness
But you are the light
My anxiety won't define me
I will become who I'm meant to be
Who I'm meant to be

I cast these burdens upon you lord
You will sustain me. I will not be shaken